Sunday, February 19, 2012 @ 12:41 AM
It's been a long time since I've last posted here or anywhere, really.
Here's to charm,
-Blaze.
PS. How's rephrasing of the essay going?
Thursday, September 15, 2011 @ 2:46 AM
& from today onwards, I'll put both my mind & heart to stop this hatred I bear towards you.
You're just a spoiled and pampered brat, one who is driven by raging hormones and assume that your found happiness is yours when it never was right from the start.
You'll receive your retribution one day, and when you do, I hope you learn how to be humble & know what it's like to be a true friend, one who knows her place under circumstances.
You're just a spoiled and pampered brat, one who is driven by raging hormones and assume that your found happiness is yours when it never was right from the start.
You'll receive your retribution one day, and when you do, I hope you learn how to be humble & know what it's like to be a true friend, one who knows her place under circumstances.
Friday, August 5, 2011 @ 8:38 AM
& tonight, I'll find my way back to the Lord God Almighty.
Thursday, June 9, 2011 @ 11:30 AM
It's 2.30am again, and this time, I feel a bolt of anger within me.
Don't really know how to describe the exact feeling, but it's a very uncomfortable feeling which resides once it comes.
It's when I feel angry with all the people who have hurt me before, in one way or another.
It's when all the people I've forgiven become sinners all over again.
It's when I feel unhappy with myself, not contented with anything in life at all.
I fucking hate this feeling and it's been irking me a lot recently.
I need to find peace, yes, inner peace within.
I admit, I've stopped praying for quite awhile, I feel like I'm straying off again.
I'll utter a prayer tonight, and ask that God renew me and just take all these negatives away from me.
I must learn to love myself more, a lot more in fact.
-Charm.
Wednesday, June 8, 2011 @ 11:30 AM
It's currently 2.30am.
I'm really proud of myself.
I've talked about giving tuition for the past 2 years plus, but have not done anything substantial like registering at an agency or really looking for students.
Thanks to my best friend, procrastination, tsk.
However, I've spent the past 2 days registering at every single tuition agency I can find and bidding for tuition assignments which I'm interested in.
YES, I'm finally doing something about it, and I'm dead serious in giving tuition.
If anyone you know needs help in primary level English, please feel free to e-mail me at charmaiinex@hotmail.com! :D
Pray hard for me, that I'll get the tuition assignments that I've bidded for okay!
Teehee, goodnight loves!
-Charm.
Sunday, June 5, 2011 @ 2:46 AM
Boo, just felt like blogging about my week.
Thursday, 02/06
Met up with the SS people at Marina Square! Really miss them (:
So we had dinner at Manhattan Fish Market but I didn't eat anything because I wasn't hungry.
It's very unlike me to not be hungry lol.
I think I have this bond with the MFM in Marina Sqaure.
I always seem to be going there to eat with really close friends of mine; with Edward before he went to London, with Sanah before she went to New York, and this time, with SS people.
Nah, they are not going anywhere, but some of them aren't staying in Hall 16 anymore next semester, so that's really sad to know. Sigh.
Went to the arcade to kill time before our movie, Kung Fu Panda 2. I've never had this much fun in a long, long time, laughing and screaming over the games. Hahaha oh my I really felt like a child all over again. :D
If you haven't watched this movie yet, then please, WATCH IT.It's like, every scene is somehow focused on his fats, mad hilarious!
& because I know baby loves fat, round things, I'm gonna watch it again with him in less than an hours time! Teehee, can't wait to see him laugh out loud, I know he's going to enjoy it! (:
Didn't take any photos with the SS people though. I resembled a ghost because both my eyes were blood shot, thanks to the eyelash extension glue and my itchy ass. I'm always like that, refusing to keep my eyes shut till the glue is completely dry. I don't know why, I just don't have the patience to wait. I swear someday I'm just gonna go blind by the glue. Tsk.
Friday, 03/06
Met up with my zeeYKA! I love that girl can? :D
I'm really happy and thankful to have her as my roomie, confidant, girlfriend, bestie, whatever whatever LOL.
So I got her to accompany me to go back to NIE to extend my laptop insurance. Didn't want to return my beloved laptop and take a new one all over again, such a hassle.
Moreover, my laptop contains all my stuff and more importantly, GAMES.
I cannot imagine myself re-installing everything again, tsk.
After that, we met up with baby and went back to his place to cook!
We had home-made salmon sashimi, broccoli, soup, luncheon meat and eggs. Then, it was super FML because while I was cooking halfway, the stove ran out of gas? LOL
I cannot explain how depressed I was. Good thing the soup was already done by then. In the end, baby went down to buy kangkong to make up for the uncooked broccoli and till now, the chopped up pieces of broccoli are still in the fridge rotting away. -.-
Saturday, 04/06
Baby & I met up with Lin and her boyfriend, Sam, and we set off to Vino's house for her engagement ceremony! :D
Congratulations to my babe!!
I feel really happy for her, and she was a nervous wreck, trying her very best to hide all her nervousness underneath those sweet smiles. Hehehehe.
Anyway, she already warned us beforehand that this was an Indian traditional ceremony, and really, it was quite an experience for me.
I was very amazed by all the decorations, offerings and rituals that took place to bless the couple, gifts and such.
If you haven't been to such a traditional ceremony, you should one day. (:
Sunday, 05/06
Spent majority of the afternoon spring cleaning baby's room.
I washed his fan, wiped the cabinet, shelves and table, washed the rabbits' cage, groomed my beloved bunnies, swept, vacuumed and mopped his floor.
I was in short, in a cleaning frenzy.
I'm seldom so enthusiastic in doing chores, but when it comes, I can really do everything in a day.
Now, his room is sparkling white and clean, not even a speck of dust can be found.
Mad proud of myself please. :D
Will be meeting Swee Huang for lunch and Sparkie for dinner tomorrow.
It's been quite a while since I last saw both of them, especially Sparkie.
Let's pray that tomorrow will be a good photo day and we'll snap a lot of pretty pictures! :D
-Charm.
Anyway, she already warned us beforehand that this was an Indian traditional ceremony, and really, it was quite an experience for me.
I was very amazed by all the decorations, offerings and rituals that took place to bless the couple, gifts and such.
If you haven't been to such a traditional ceremony, you should one day. (:
Sunday, 05/06
Spent majority of the afternoon spring cleaning baby's room.
I washed his fan, wiped the cabinet, shelves and table, washed the rabbits' cage, groomed my beloved bunnies, swept, vacuumed and mopped his floor.
I was in short, in a cleaning frenzy.
I'm seldom so enthusiastic in doing chores, but when it comes, I can really do everything in a day.
Now, his room is sparkling white and clean, not even a speck of dust can be found.
Mad proud of myself please. :D
Will be meeting Swee Huang for lunch and Sparkie for dinner tomorrow.
It's been quite a while since I last saw both of them, especially Sparkie.
Let's pray that tomorrow will be a good photo day and we'll snap a lot of pretty pictures! :D
-Charm.
Monday, May 30, 2011 @ 6:34 PM
Hola (:HELLO!
I'm back once again, after a month plus plus plus.
Teehee, it's the last day of May, and I told myself I would do my very best to update this blog as often as possible, if not, at least once a month, so yea, here I am, after procrastinating and lazing around for days and weeks. Tsk.
Anyway, some updates about my life:
1) Practicum is finally OVER!!! :D
Although the 10 weeks have been really hectic and stressful, with every single weekend burnt doing nothing more than lesson plans and marking, I'm really thankful for such an experience, as it really helped and prepared me to be a better teacher. (:
Also, it is through this practicum experience which led me to know a lot of wonderful people in my school, all who helped and contributed to the credit I earned!
Yes, it's a CREDIT and I can't explain how happy I was when I saw my grade. :D
Well, the most important person I need to thank is none other than my baby chu chu.
He has been there with me every step of the way, from me suffering from pre-practicum blues, to the start of practicum, to having to juggle between both practicum and HOCC dance, and for the rest of practicum.
Baby, thanks for giving me your fullest support in everything I do, and for tolerating all my nonsense, mood swings and down moments where I flare up over the slightest thing.
I LOVE YOU
I love baby's side view. Teehee.
2) My results are out and I've been offered crossover to the degree programme!
Yes, this has been my dream and goal, to do well enough to be able to crossover and I did it!
Zongbing is also crossing over with me, together with a couple of other people from our Dip.Ed programme.
A big CONGRATULATIONS to all of us! Our hard work really paid off. Can't wait to see all of you in NIE again (:
~~~
I guess that's about the two most important updates so far over the past month.
Anyway, I went out with Zb, Lin & Vino the other day to have our traditional Swensen's ice-cream buffet.
Some pictures!
We talked about how depressing it was to be separated, now that we're all going to graduate soon and be in the teaching service for good.
Well, it seems like only two of us are going back to NIE to continue our studies, and it really saddens me to know that I won't be able to see a lot of my Dip.Ed friends again.
Sigh, I just know that somehow, things will never be the same again.
Looks like I really have to find my comfort zone all over again when the semester starts, but I know it's gonna be okay and that God will bring me through all the obstacles I face. (:
Will be going to do my eyelash extensions later in the afternoon.
Boy I miss my lashes!
Will be doing my hair and nails too! Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!
That's about it for now, and I'll end this post with a picture of the cutest thing alive :D
Furball
I'm back once again, after a month plus plus plus.
Teehee, it's the last day of May, and I told myself I would do my very best to update this blog as often as possible, if not, at least once a month, so yea, here I am, after procrastinating and lazing around for days and weeks. Tsk.
Anyway, some updates about my life:
1) Practicum is finally OVER!!! :D
Although the 10 weeks have been really hectic and stressful, with every single weekend burnt doing nothing more than lesson plans and marking, I'm really thankful for such an experience, as it really helped and prepared me to be a better teacher. (:
Also, it is through this practicum experience which led me to know a lot of wonderful people in my school, all who helped and contributed to the credit I earned!
Yes, it's a CREDIT and I can't explain how happy I was when I saw my grade. :D
Well, the most important person I need to thank is none other than my baby chu chu.
He has been there with me every step of the way, from me suffering from pre-practicum blues, to the start of practicum, to having to juggle between both practicum and HOCC dance, and for the rest of practicum.
Baby, thanks for giving me your fullest support in everything I do, and for tolerating all my nonsense, mood swings and down moments where I flare up over the slightest thing.
I LOVE YOU
I love baby's side view. Teehee.
2) My results are out and I've been offered crossover to the degree programme!
Yes, this has been my dream and goal, to do well enough to be able to crossover and I did it!
Zongbing is also crossing over with me, together with a couple of other people from our Dip.Ed programme.
A big CONGRATULATIONS to all of us! Our hard work really paid off. Can't wait to see all of you in NIE again (:
~~~
I guess that's about the two most important updates so far over the past month.
Anyway, I went out with Zb, Lin & Vino the other day to have our traditional Swensen's ice-cream buffet.
Some pictures!
We talked about how depressing it was to be separated, now that we're all going to graduate soon and be in the teaching service for good.
Well, it seems like only two of us are going back to NIE to continue our studies, and it really saddens me to know that I won't be able to see a lot of my Dip.Ed friends again.
Sigh, I just know that somehow, things will never be the same again.
Looks like I really have to find my comfort zone all over again when the semester starts, but I know it's gonna be okay and that God will bring me through all the obstacles I face. (:
Will be going to do my eyelash extensions later in the afternoon.
Boy I miss my lashes!
Will be doing my hair and nails too! Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!
That's about it for now, and I'll end this post with a picture of the cutest thing alive :D
Furball 
